A creative time off...

Let's give another go at writing a journal entry..., it's been a while. Oh well, today I've been working on my very last deviant; "flower", plain'n simple. People told me I think way too much about life 'n all the unanswerable questions there are... It reflects a bit in what I draw; can't deny it's just an eeny tiny bit dark. (Since reflecting upon the unanswerable gets you real down, I swear! Gosh how many times have I killed 'n slashed myself in my imagination already... Oh well rest assured, not likely to really kill my own self... ) Anyway, today me friend Remy's got me convinced to stop thinking so dark 'n try to live life a lil' more happier... Well, the message he convinced me of is that I've been given a couple of talents... (Don' really believe in talent though; you just need the will, the guts and interest I think, to achieve a goal. If you want it, work real hard for it an' you'll get it too hurray ) So uh , Remy said I've been given a couple of talents... and well, if I keep being so down all the time you won't be able to work decently with those talents... Thinking of unsolvable things just leads to madness 'n depression... (Some people did go to far and ended up pretty dead, I bet...) So today's lesson was, try to look on life's bright side once in a while too, or I won't get too far. I know it's been said before, they've made a bunch of jolly songs on it too... (Always look on the brigt side of life... /whistle whistle.../ ) Guess I just needed to be reminded of why I oughtta be happy...

Uhm well anyway, I didn't end up reflecting on deeper things and kept it fairly simple today. That is the reason for that last deviation... ; it's simple too. The title says flower; it shows a flower... (Well at least it's supposed to be one.) Awesome when things actually are what they say!

Oh, and another thing I need off the mind... I needs more time off... During the last month I've been so pretty darn busy just going to university 'n studying, breaking my head over things 'n all of that... I've been building up a whole bunch of ideas though during this time; I just don't have any time to work those ideas out... I even made a quick list entitled 'Inspiration" so I wouldn't lose any of the ideas I've gotten already...
Oh well, can't complain, got my simple flower done today so that's one idea off the list... Next thing to finish is getting that Identity crisis- drawing a lil' painted... (well digitally painted, using Corel Painter, one awesome piece of a tool!)

Think I've been annoying you enough with my thougths. (My writings always end up being too long... That's what you get when you don't say too much, everything you want to say piles up in the mind...) Oh well, better hit this "Add Journal"-button fast before I do something stupid like hitting the browser's close-button...
,Tim